This is horrible

The time now is 1:33am. I'm writing this from in bed. I'm in pain. Lots of pain. So much pain that I can't sleep. And I am alone. I don't know why but right now I feel like I may as well be the only person on the face of the planet. All my friends and family are asleep, I don't feel like surfing the net. I feel very very low. It feels like someone has reached inside me and ripped out my drive. I don't like this feeling one bit! And I want my stupid back to stop hurting so that I can get back to a normal life!! There's so much to do at work at the moment, and it seems very unfair that others are having to work twice as hard, and rearrange their shifts to accommodate my injury. 

I hope this feeling is gone by the morning. I don't want to feel like this any more.